finding my way..

I can see myself still in the middle of the crossroads, not knowing for sure where to go. Ibaratnya lagi nyetir, ngegasnya pelan2 doang nih.. Tapi juga dah diklaksonin dari belakang.. Woiii buruannn. gitu kayaknya.. 

What do I really want to do? The basic idea is to learn. What kind of things to learn? I'd love to learn more about IT; but abstractly, about life. Yes, there are still so many things to learn. I'm 22. Still young, but not young enough to act like a kid. More and more responsibilities have been put on my shoulders. And I'm still confused. The right opportunity hasn't landed for me, or did I not see it? I don't know where should I move these feet. I hope I'll find out, soon.

Sometimes, it's all about timing.. People said, the recession is taking place, the job market is unhealthy, the rate of unemployment is rising. And at the same time, I graduated. Could it be possible that God wants me to realize something in the mean time? I hope I can understand. I know that all things will be good in His time. I can't wait for that time to come. :)