What Does Your Life Mean?

Sometimes God works in a mysterious way. And you wonder to yourself, what does your life mean? And you wonder what exactly the purpose of your life. And you somehow question yourself if your existence on this earth is supposed to be a meaningful one or just blah. If you're supposed to make a difference in someone's life or that you would just go with the flow and just wasting your time day by day. The clock keeps ticking, the time keeps rolling, and your future now is right in front of your eyes. You have to face it and there is no way back. No turning back, no way to escape. You just have to be an adult and face it head on. On that moment, you think you're weak and just want to collapse and be one with the ground. But on the back of your head, your subconscious knows that you will get through this crap just fine and be strong no matter what happens. In the end, you know you learn a ton load of lesssons and you'll be a better person. So, what does your life mean? What do you want in life? I remember the same question being asked when I was in junior high at an english course as our exercise, and I could only answer that I want to be happy. I don't know what I want to be when I grow up, most students would answer that they want to be a doctor, a pilot, an engineer; I was so clueless and that was my answer. I want to be happy. and I hope that I'm on the right track to that state of being happy constantly for the rest of my life. May God bless me today and always.