been a while

Hello. it's been a while since the last time I wrote here. And we're living in 2011 now. It's almost the end of the second month of the year, but sometimes I still got tangled up when I have to write down the date. I'd still write down 2010 and then realize that I should scratch it and write 2011 instead.

Last year passed by so quick, I think. I don't know how it flew. Not saying that I left that year without progress or positive things. I think I've done some things that can and should be counted as accomplishments.

In 2011, what I need is more courage. Much more. To actually act on what do I want to do. What makes me happy. To shake things up. To find someone right for me. To be courageous apparently is not the easiest thing to do. How much time do I have till it runs out? Don't want to have regrets yet don't want to disappoint anyone. How much of other people's feelings to be considered before mine? I'm such a rookie. What do I know about this life?