I have always been on my own
mostly anyway

I felt that I am alone, in the middle of the crowd.
Somehow I feel disconnected.
Sometimes I feel that I'm out of loop.
I don't know where to lean
Whom to lean
And there I am standing, and sitting
in my own little dome.

A perspective of mine--
of the outer world,
of my surroundings.

I thought I'm going to be just alright and feel safe.
but I'm fragile inside.